Messy Past, Bad Choices & God
"This means anyone who belongs to Christ has become a new person. The old life is gone; a new life has begun!"-
2 Corinthians 5:17
I HAVE NOTHING FOR GOD TO USE! I have made a mess of my life and God could never use me to spread His word to others!! I mean, really?! Look at my life...every decision up until the day I met Jesus was all about ME, not God and it was ugly. God remembers me when I wanted nothing to do with Him and I am sure He is ashamed because I sure am. :(
If you're like me, you have had those thoughts. The ones you would love to go back and do over the right way.
BUT GOD wants to speak to both of us today:
"My precious daughter!! I am NOT ashamed of you! Remember I made you! You keep telling me how sorry you are for all of the bad choices and mistakes you made, but I don't remember any of that?!
Let me tell you what I remember...I remember you as that beautiful girl who was hurting that day. But on THAT DAY as you listened to your heart, you finally believed that Jesus did all of that for YOU. THAT day, I saw your heart re-born. That day, you were all new. All clean. All righteous.
I want you to read and remember this verse I gave you in my Word.
"For I will forgive their wickedness and will remember their sins no more."- Hebrews 8:12
Those things you keep reminding me of are gone from my memory. They are gone. I choose not to remember them anymore because that is not you anymore! You are new.
You are my precious child that can now hear me as we begin this relationship! See my girl, you didn't know Me, my plan, my Word, my Son before and you had no idea what I had created you for. This is why I choose not to remember those things.
But on that day & now TODAY, we begin again. Time means nothing to me. We start life today. You are now my precious princess and I want only the best life for you.
Sweet girl, put those thoughts of doubt away and take my hand. Today we are taking a new walk. This new walk of faith where we will stop along the way to see the amazing things I have prepared for you. I had them all waiting on you way back then!
I'm so glad you let Jesus love on you that day because now you are with Me!"- GOD